Days 3 & 4

   Okay, so I completely take back what I said about posting every night...if its not apparent yet to you, it definitely is to me that that's not gonna happen!  I am overwhelmed with the amount of support and encouragement I am receiving from my friends!  Thank you sooo much, its definitely helping. Now, keep it up cause this is tough!:)  Im going to start out on a good note by posting a couple of pics of my little guys drinking some juice that they helped me make( well, the pulled chairs up to the counter and watched mommy do it...but whatever:)  Oh, and just in case my little sis looks at this....yes TayTay that is your blanket, and no you cannot have it back!:)

     Okay, now back to the juicing. IT SUCKS. I DON'T LIKE IT!! IT'S YUCKY!! Just so you all know the truth! But, I'm going to keep on going.  Aside from how terrible it is, I feel great, a definite increase in energy.  But the juice is just gross....I think I may soon have to resort to plugging the nose just to get it down.  If I could do this with fruit only, it would be no problem. But, that's not really the best choice for my body and for the results I'm looking for, so I will continue to choke the nasty veggie juice down.  

bottoms up!:/

I have never consumed so many raw veggies in my life. It's insane the amount of veggies it takes to make one juice!!  

     Today was definitely my hardest day thus far. My craving were pretty intense...if I didn't have to feed my kiddos it would be much easier! They can go 30 days without food right?? I'm kidding..I love cooking healthy delicious meals for them even though its tough on me right now, I know it will all be worth it in the end.  I'm trying to assess what I'll be getting out of this, in the long run. I'm hoping for a complete change in how I think of food and my body.  As someone who has suffered from a pretty bad eating disorder I don't want food to be an enemy, but I also no longer want it to be a comfort. I'm hoping it starts getting a little easier from here on out, from everything I've read its supposed to...so we shall see!! Well, its wayyy past my new bedtime of 8:30, apparently my body on juice is no longer a night owl!